I haven’t slept. Its past midnight here. I watched Mother and Child on Starz. Before that I was crying because Theo had fallen asleep to a Filipino folk song that I cried to in light of my grandfather’s cancer diagnosis. After the movie I cried because I felt the magnitude of a parent’s heart and how there are multitudes of parents with the same heart as mine, just altered to their own kin.
My son isn’t perfect, but I can’t see that at all. I’ve spent the last three years puzzling through my life. I am so excited and nervous about the life in him. Why do I suppress this emotion? It just ends up breaking me in so many pieces- tears and no sleep and ekxos e tkvosowjrbckke tbxjejrbt
- My husband sucks but he’s so cute and I love him. I’ll let him be cranky just this once..
- THEO WILL BE THREE SOON
- dafuq? Workers comp attorneys are pigs. No, I don’t want to know what time you get off. You don’t have a set time- you dumbfuck- you are an attorney, and no I do not think you’re sexy. Idc if civil procedure doesn’t apply to your line of work, OTHER COURTESIES DO. NOT EVERYTHING IS FREE GAME LIKE WORKERS COMP.
- Why, yes, I know I look bad ass with my blond hair in the wind while I play Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls loudly with my windows down. But this song doesn’t call for attention. I was obviously pouring my heart out after my workday, so it would have been more attractive had you appreciated that fact. Srsly? During Iris?
- Talk, Coldplay
I will write a queued post about how I’m going vegan for Lent, and yes, I am Catholic and I understand that the point of the Lenten season is to do something that will enhance your spiritual relationship with God.
I am having a really hard time accepting that Theo will be 3 in a little over a month
Crying every day..